So tell me.
What should i feel?
Should i be excited? satisfied?
That he calls back, after the whole day dodging my calls – as a response to his last late night calls last night?
He did that late-night-calls again last night.
The one that always comes around 11 PM until 2 AM. Basically for nothing important, i supposed, because even though i am already asleep, usually i call him back, or answer his call, only to have him insisted that i should go back to sleep and not giving me chance to argue. he said we should hung up, and we both should go to sleep. no debate allowed.
No matter i feel annoyed because really, i don’t mind hearing his voice at 2 in the morning. it’s like sleeping with him, right? *haha*
So today, I’ve been trying to call him back, for like, 5 or 6 times. There’s not even a single answer.
Finally i texted him.
“I am not allowed to call you anymore, aren’t I?”
And he called me back, immediately. Sounding a bit annoyed, he said he doesn’t have the right time to answer my call. He said he barely has time for himself, let alone for other people (he meant, me).
We forced ourselves to talk for mere 6 minutes, before he finally reached his meeting venue, and had to hang up.
So, tell me. What should I feel?
Should i feel happy, because he calls me like I wanted?
But I feel guilty. I have never been good at being demanding. I feel I am being egoistic and not understanding.
But really, for me it’s better for him to answer only few seconds only to tell me that he’s busy, than not answering at all. I told him that.
oh well.
